You must go through a rough patch, a time where you realize you are not all powerful and need a loving God to help you with your faults and short comings. God will come into your life when you admit it and need him and he will make your faults go away he will fill you with himself and give you the strength you need to love this life. This life can be hard and sometimes unbearable, but with God with you nothing is too great, nothing is impossible. Let God shine through your life to others. Let them want to know the God that changed your life!