God will protect you. All of the things you worry about, God is more powerful than those things. Get wrapped up in God, use him in all that you do and your life will change drastically! Let him protect you and guide you!
I am a proud father that has made the decision to accept Jesus Christ as my savior. I am far from perfect and not going to judge you. If you have a different viewpoint and do like to talk and listen, I have a blog called VisionaryBible. Please feel free to like it on here, Facebook @visionarybible or YouTube (michaeldyejr).